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Myrahans Lafrelle, 18Ich kann ein bisschen Deutsch Hip Hop, Reggae, Broadway Student by the day, Dancer by the night |
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Thursday, November 29, 2007
9:57 PM
Eagerness and fear warred in my stomach, making it ache. I bolstered my courage with thoughts of my mom and dad and headed for the open doorway. That was how i felt when i went for an interview for commercials. Hell yeah, it was a nerve wrecking experience. Nevertheless, it was worth every ounce of sweat i produced. Hahaha...okay, not to that extent. Yup, my drama queen days are so not over, yet. With this, i hoped that the company will be willing to sponsor me. Fingers crossed.Now, let's talk about today. FYI, the 1st paragraph is yesterday's news. Anyway, today i went to SW for costumes for the upcoming rehearsal on Saturday. It was a difficult process for me as I'm SOOO not the costume material person. Yup, i got the help for kak Huda & kak Ira. Plus, the comments from Fauzi aka 'Shrek' and Anuar aka 'Cino'. The whole gang went our separate ways after that. As for me, i went to Marina to grab a bite and chill at Singapore River. Pathetic? I know. I realised it has been my habit for years. I guessed single life do hit me. Speaking of that, i instantly realised that I've never worried or sweat for not even having a boyfriend before. I guessed i prefer having a companion to a boyfriend. Come on, face up to reality. From my perspective, having a boyfriend at this age will be a burden not worth carrying. Firstly, i know that it will not last and it will leave me with an aching heart which was not worth sacrificing. Furthermore, I'm still young to commit to all these where i can still enjoy life like any other people. Yup, that's why i still stick to my principal. So, you could guess that I'm left derelict when my peeps confabulate about others relationship. Don't mind us when we bitch, because we will be damn audacious, vaunt with puerile jokes full about them. Trust me. However, we recognised the limits when we saw one. So, that's how i spend my day today. Dull, but gave me a time to catch on myself. Thus, today's post is a bonafide sample of a day confession. |
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