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she who writes
Myrahans Lafrelle, 18Ich kann ein bisschen Deutsch Hip Hop, Reggae, Broadway Student by the day, Dancer by the night |
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Monday, December 10, 2007
10:45 PM
Alone. Throughout my 16 years of living in this hectic world, I've always been alone. I never have a companion to do window shopping, watch movies or even dining at a restaurant. Others always wonder why? As usual, i would reply that i prefer this way. However, this is not the kind of "alone" I'm referring to. The one I'm referring to is an assiduous company. A special friend. I guess no one in this world would want to befriend a person like me who is most intriguing, impulsive and a very outrageous female. A friend once said,"...you are so alike any man, no wonder your knight in shiny armour cease to exist.." I was mortified by his remarks but i managed to masked my emotions well even though my eyes starts to swell with tears. I was vaguely angry because those remarks are partially true. Like they say,'The truth hurt the most'. No wonder many would always fantasize than face up to reality if it's only for a moment.Furthermore, i'm not trying to vaunt here but i certainly do not lack of suitors. I did not accept them not because i 'm choosy but i know it's not going to last. It will certainly be for a short while only. I know others once said that," If you never try, you never know." Well, from my perspective, i have witness so many couples out there not lasting long. Only a minority of them managed to survive. So, what's the probability of me starting a relationship which will not last long? Go figure people. |
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